I am not sure what I think about God, but if I had some questions answered it might help.
Action Step: What is one question that you wish you could discuss with someone?
There is nothing wrong with having questions.
You have been created with a mind, and seeking answers to questions is healthy. One thing that helps when you are questioning is to have a commitment to seek the truth.
Author Charles Martin writes that "Truth is the only thing that both hold us tight and sets us free." Jesus said in John 14:6, "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life". If He is the Truth, and truth is what you seek, why not learn more about him in order to help you make a decision?
An author Seeking Eden respects wrote:
“If I had stopped asking questions, that’s where I would have remained.”
― Lee Strobel, The Case for a Creator: A Journalist Investigates Scientific Evidence That Points Toward God
Resources to consider:
Case for Christ by Lee Strobel: A Journalist's Personal Investigation of Jesus
Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis